Ok so I was wandering around my usual xanga and blogspot sites, as well as the highly acclaimed www.illippinno.com and www.grrargack.com... go check them out! =) Anyway, so I stumbled across a site of a YFC sister. May God forgive, but sometimes I wish I were certain people just so I could be around her to spend time with her. I used to like this sister [used to? hm...] so I think about her every now and then. But through my endless streams of xanga sites, I came across hers and I just stayed there. There are times when just being at her site and reading her thoughts is just so... wow! With my mentality, I'm sure I would not tell her these feelings of mine just because of the worry that things between us may get awkard and I really would not want that at all! The time we spend together is not so often, so I love it when we do get to spend time in each other's presence, though almost never alone, which is not a bad thing at all.

Ok where did all this come from? Probably because I was reading some lovey dovey stuff on Krissy's site, but it's all good. I like having these moments to ponder about. You know what sucks about having conference crushes? If you end up having a crush on someone out of your area, it's just not all that easy to stay in touch with them and see them as often as you'd like. Because of that... I choose not to have these crushes anymore! Ok ok, for now... but when conferences come around it'll be much harder to avoid them. Two SFC conference crushes... sigh...