i left parents' house around 4 yesterday and met up with a good friend, just a quick visit at the commissary. then went home. i cleaned joe's car, vacuumed and washed it. after, i went with my sister to grab some dinner. it had to be mcdo coz wendy's made me emotional. =/

anyway, after that we went to st. john's town center. [i didnt want to stay home] then back to parents' house to supposedly leave his car there. but instead, we figured it was more reasonable if i just spend the night at the house since we were leaving 7am the next day. so i did. we had some stuff to attend to at orange park. all done now.

last night [or early this morning], i slept almost 2 already. that gave me less than 5 hours to sleep. stayed in his room. it completely felt different. i dont really fancy sleeping in the dark, but i did anyway. for the past 2 days, i've been confused where to stay. if i stay at 'our' [my] house, for some reason, i miss him more than when i am at the parents house, even if im surrounded by all his stuff. oh well, whichever works better.. i hope to get more sleep tonight.

and by the way, i'm still waiting for the phone call.